Yes I'm still at my what if. I really don't know, half of me wants to know while the other half doesn't. The answer will come tomorrow.
I managed to abstain from the computer for about 6hours. But my longest while I'm not overseas is still a week. Because I promised not to, and I kept it.
`random YOUs,
dead/alive, close/far, love/hate, yearn/detest.
`You somehow motivated me for a long time, but now you're gone. `You should get lost. `I want to talk to you. `I hate you. `You should stop reading my blog. `You made me lose everything. `You make me smile. `You make me cry. `How are you? `I guess I've forgiven you.(stranger) `Do you still trust me? `I want you to get well soon and stop getting affected by me, please. `I miss you truckloads! ): `Where are you? `You guys should stop worrying about me. `How's your studies? `You've lost my trust. `To you, please take care of her.(friend's friend) `You suck. `I still trust you. `You're the only one I've kept all my promises. `You make me fear. `You're different from everyone I know. `Thank you for being there last time. `You're my sunshine and always will be. `Thanks for your guts, but I've lost them. `I love you. `Can I trust you? (everyone)
And to myself, Will you please stop blogging and continue with your studying? Thanks.